Message from Nehal Di...!

She was a girl;a sister;a beauty;a friend
Indeed an eternal soul❤️
Could not imagine you leaving us this way!!
Girl you were everything for everyone
U were loved and you'll be loved forever!!
This made me realise that the truth of life is nothing!!
You defined life to me!!
I miss every single thing with you
The last meet we had
You wishing me my birthday
Your smile;your way of living;your voice;your intelligence...
Everything!!
And yes our travelling is incomplete without you!!
Our selfies are incomplete without you!!
तुम्हारी हँसी दिल को सुकून देती हे!!
तुम जीने का जज़्बा हो!!
तुम चाहत हो!!
तुम एक ख़ूबसूरत सी
सबके दिलो मे बसी हुई
प्यारी सी परी हो!!

Girl wishing you a very happy birthday!!
🎉🎉😇
God bless you always💙❤️
And you will always remain in our hearts!!

Birthday wishes from Sukriti Di...!

Happie birthday Best friend.. 
I feel so incomplete without you today..I miss you ya..I miss our fights,endless talks,manali ki wo trip and what not!
Girl, All the time that we were together you gave me a reason to smile whether it be your silly jokes,your expressions or our being together..!!
I wish wherever you be, you be happy...!!
Love you dpsjtwin! 

Di's Masti...!

Neelu aunty has sent me this pic....! Naughty Di is peeping to grab attention of the camera....! 

A post by Di's friend - Mehak Chadha

Dear Muskan 
Happy birthday Dulcinea!! I am missing u badly!! Though we didn't talk much but those little talks were the lovable ones!! Muskan I miss our acting of Miss Dhinchak..
It has been 3 Monday tests without u..nd whenever I turn around back to ask my doubts before the test... i see an empty chair.! 
U will be always remembered dear nd ur presence will always be felt!! 
I LOVE U ❤

A poem dedicated to my favourite student - Post by Julie Ma'am....!

Wishes from Guddu Maasi (Ritu Jain)

Happy birthday muskan.. U were d sweetest person i had ever meet.. Always with a cute smile.. Beautiful ❤ daughter , best sister , fantastic artist, loving niece... I always wanted to learn things from you.. U were an inspiration for many...!! Will miss u always dear....!  love you muskan.. :( 

A message from Chuttu Di...!

I found this letter a few days back! This was sent by Muskan when she was just 9 or may be 10. 
This little piece of paper made me remember so many memories which Muskan and I had lived. So many things flashed in front of my eyes like..
How I was the most excited one when you were moving to Jodhpur..
how we played as soon as we got back from school..
How we maintained our diaries about our favourite celebs..
How we loved playing Dress up together..
How we danced like crazy when no was at home..
How we sang those Taylor Swift songs as we tried to copy her..
How we made embarrassing videos of each other..
How we played shopkeeper-shopkeeper along with Vansh..
How you were so disciplined and I spoiled you a little..
How we were crazy about Farmville and made fake accounts for that..
All these little things I cherish now!
Happy Birthday Chinki❤
We miss you.

Poem written by Mumma.....!

काश कोई लौटा दे मुझे मेरी मुस्कान

इस दुनिया में आने से पहले
नाम दिया था तुझको मैंने...
देखकर तुझे ऐसा लगा था
मानो सब कुछ पा लिया हो मैंने ।

याद करती हूँ जब तेरा बचपन
साँसें थम जाती हैं मेरी...
कितनी चुलबुली और प्यारी थी तू
सब करते थे तारीफें तेरी ।

गुलाबी चेहरा,खूबसूरत आँखें
अनमोल हंसी,नटखट अंदाज़...
कभी रूठती,कभी मनाती
हर पल आती तू मुझको याद ।

हर काम शिद्दत से करती
सीखा नहीं तूने कभी हारना...
दिखावे की इस दुनिया में
सादगी था तेरा गहना ।

विद्याथी हो या वक्ता हो कलाकार या फिर कोई रिश्ता हो...
हर किरदार तूने बखूबी निभाया
छोटे से इस जीवन में
अपना एक मुकाम बनाया ।

बडी बडी ख्वाहिशें नहीं
छोटी छोटी खुशियाँ थी तेरे लिए खास...
हर किसी के दिल को छुआ तूने
और छोडा एक अमिट एहसास ।

तेरी माँ बनने का सौभाग्य मिला
तुझ पर था मुझको अभिमान...
शिकायत है उस रब से मुझे
छीन ली जिसने मेरी मुस्कान ।

अलमारी जब खोलती हूँ तेरी
तो टूट जाते हैं दिल के तार...
तेरे कपडों की खुशबू से
महसूस तुझे करती हूँ बार बार ।

आइसक्रीम,केक ,काॅफी और चाॅकलेट
कभी न आएँगे मुझको रास...
तेरे बिन जी न पाऊँगी
क्यों छोड़ गयी तू मुझको उदास ।

संघष॔ भरी जब दुनिया थी मेरी
खूब निभाया तूने साथ...
खुशियों का जब वक्त आया
तू छोड़ गयी मेरा हाथ ।

कभी नहीं करती थी तू
मुझसे पूछे बिना कोई काम...
फिर कैसे एक पल में चली गई
तू तोड़ कर मेरे सारे अरमान ।

सुबह जब आँख खुलती है मेरी
और तू दिखाई देती नहीं...
रो - रोकर तड़प जाती हूँ
याद तेरी दिल से जाती नहीं ।

धड़कनें रुक सी गई हैं
ज़िन्दा हूँ पर जान नहीं...
कैसे यकीन दिलाऊँ खुद को
कि तू अब मेरे पास नहीं ।

"जब चोट कभी मेरे लग जाती थी,तो आँख तेरी भर आती थी"
सुनती हूँ जब तेरा रिकाॅड॔ किया वो गाना...
सिहर उठती हूँ दद॔ से तेरे
याद आता है जो उस दिन
सुबह देखा था मैंने सपना ।

दिल को बहलाती हूँ यह कहकर

कि तेरी आत्मा मेरे साथ है...
मर के भी तुझे अब न मिल पाऊँगी
इस बात का मलाल है ।

ताकत थी तू मेरी
खो चुकी हूँ मैं अपना आत्मविश्वास...
जो छोड़ गई तू मुझको
कर रही हूँ बस मौत का इंतज़ार ।

जानती हूँ तू निकल पड़ी है
किसी और की दुनिया बनाने खास...
सिफ॔ एक बार अपना चेहरा दिखा दे
तू आ जा बैठ मेरे पास ।

Tele ka Function....!

When di was in class 10 , she and papa together did three days fasting(Tela)....! The Function was in Siddharth International.....! She said that she wanted to do it again...!

One more art work by di...!

Di made it and decorated the bedside of her room...! 

Di's First Cap...!

Di was very much attached to all her things...! This is the pic of Di's first cap (a rabbit in pink colour).....! We used to fight for this cap very often....! The cap is still kept in a drawer of her wardrobe....! 

Di ki pehle saal ki yaadein.....!

This photo album has pics of Di's first year....! Mumma bought this album from Archies Gallery in Kolkata...! Di loved it like anything and she used to show this album to everyone.....! Every moment is captured in this album....!

Black looks smart...!

Di had many black dresses but this was the cutest of all...! Mumma bought this from New Market Kolkata when she was 6 months old....! This was di's favourite frock and it is still kept in di's wardrobe....!

Di's First Birthday Celebration..!!

This is the pic of Di's first birthday.....! A Grand Party was thrown in Director's Bungalow of Huldibari Tea Garden....! Choco-Walnut cake was ordered from Siliguri....!

Yaadein.... A video by Riya Di...!

Birthday wishes from Nikhar di...!

Nikhar di and Muskan di became friends in class 7....! 

Muku.... u were an ideal to me.... Ur simplicity , Ur patience were all admiring... By the way u betrayed me and left me alone.... We had planned so much for our farewell....
But the most precious time now for me is the time spent with u.... U were my best friend an nobody can take ur place.... Please be happy wherever u are....I'll miss u in every moment.... I luv u a lot..... I wish I could have told u how important u were to me

From - Nikhar di 

Di's First and Last Birthday Dress.....!

Mumma purchased the first dress from Vardaan Market in Kolkata....! And the last dress was bought from Madame Jodhpur......!

Di was fond of Bellies....! She always wanted to have matching bellies...! She had a pretty good collection...! 
Mummy says that when di was 5 years old she purchased a blue sandal and she kept that sandal under her pillow whole night so that no one can take it....! 

This pic is from the newspaper Rajasthan Patrika . Di learnt Skating in the Summer Camp . She was in class 9 at that time. . After the class we both enjoyed Skating at home too.....!

A message by Bhua....!

The first time I saw you (Chinki) ,I felt such love inside for a pretty little girl who hardly cried....! 
Soon you were grown up and I was proud of you. You always did your best in school and everything. You are the joy of my heart and the delight of my eyes. You are a precious gift to our entire family....!

 You fill my heart with pride. No words can describe the warm memories we shared you are not miles apart , a niece (Chinki) like you stay in my heart. Love and cherish you forever.....!

(BHUA)

Post from Anuj Bhaiya..!

I have always envied people who had friends who will make a collage of their pictures on special occasions and share it on Facebook. My friends are far too sombre to indulge in those forms of expressions. On my birthday this year, my younger sister made a collage of us and shared it on FB. I couldn't express how happy that made me. Or you could say, that I decided to refrain myself. Now, that post is the last post on her Facebook wall. I was just a child when she came into my life. She grew up in front of me. The bond which we had cannot be explained. Now that she is gone, the sense of loss which I feel cannot be put in words.

They are saying that it is not a family which has lost a child but the entire community which has lost a jewel. At her young age, she inspired so many people. Today, most of us, including myself, are leading a life without any passion. But this young girl had a zest for life like no one else! She had the midas touch. Anything she touched turned to Gold. The artwork I have shared here is just 1 of her many talents.

I cherished her so much! Rest in peace, my dear, rest in peace.

Water Colour painting by Di...!

Di made this beautiful painting last year....!!

Di with grandpa and cousin sisters..!

This pic is taken when didi came to dada's house for the 1st time..! Karnika didi , Chuttu didi and Triptika didi are playing with Chinki didi and everyone is set for the photograph...!

Our Family Pic...!

This pic is taken at Bharat uncle's house in Huldibari Tea Garden...! We were going for lunch at Central Dooars Club (West Bengal) ....!

Di's last sketch....!

Di loved to draw different hairstyles and this was the best I guess.....!

Party Moments...!

Last party attended by Di...! It was the birthday party of Shantam bhaiya and Keshav bhaiya in Recipe...!

A Letter to Cousin Sister.....!

Di wrote this letter from Huldibari Tea Garden to Chuttu di in Jodhpur...! Di had a good bonding with Chuttu Di...! They used to do almost everything together when we came back to Jodhpur....!

Poem by Di's friend Geetanshi di

MUSKAN

Vo jis kabil the
Manzil use wo mili
Zameen par fool ki tarah nahi
Aasman me pari ki tarah khili
Kami kuch is jahan me he the
Jo use rakh na saka
Muskurate hue wo ek nai shuruat ki or chali...

Sheeshe sa dil liye ...
Jisme dharkan mehfooz na thi..
Kudrat ne use apne paas bulaya
Insaano se door kahi..
Farishto is use milaya
Khush kismat thi wo zameen
Jisne apnee god me itnee pyaari jaan ko sulaya...

Aasuon me simat kar teri yaad nahi rahegi..
Teri battein abhi bhi hamse bahut kuch kahegi..
Jab jab palke jhuka vaada kr
Tu apnee muskan hame bhejegi
Aapne apno ke is dukh ko jaldi se door karegi..

Aaj vo to jeet gaya..
Par ye jag ek bahut badi jang haara hai..
Ese vakt mein teree yaddein hee humara sahara hai..
Par sach to yei hai
Khud khuda ne tujhe pukara hai..
Aur haan..
Tu abhi bhi yahin hai..
Bas insaan nahi..
Par subah ka ek sitara hai....

Young cricketer by Di...!

Di made this sketch because I love to play cricket...!

Craft Work by Di....!

Di decorated these ice-cream sticks with her favourite cartoon characters....!

Didi....the cutie pie....!

This pic is taken on the steps of our house in Huldibari Tea Garden.... She was very happy and enjoying weather...!

Gusse wali Di...!

Ye pic tab ki hai jab bhua aur Anuj bhaiya Huldibari Tea Garden aaye the..! Hum sabh Full shiling (Bhutan) ghoomne gaye the.. Didi ko pic lene nahi di isliye vo gussa ho gayi aur ye expression banaya....!

There is a story behind this soft toy.......Bharat uncle had bought a doberman and named it Eli(Elizabeth)......Di used to play a lot with it and got attached to it so much that on Di's 3rd Birthday , Bharat uncle gifted her the similar soft toy...... Eli is still kept in Di's room.....

Di is riding bicycle in Huldibari Tea Garden (W.B.)......! The bicycle was gifted on her 5th Birthday....!

Di the Orator..!

Di is giving speech at Suchna Kendra at Jodhpur....! The event was organised by The Institute of Charted Accountants of India.....! She got the first runner up prize and later she went to Kanpur to represent her school for the next level competition....!

A loving heart for our loving Muskan by Di's friend - Rakshit Lodha

Those insaid words....!

She was sunlight in a dark room, peeping inside through a small hole and illuminated everything inside. She made dull colours look brighter and fascinated everyone around. She was a person who had a die hard spirit, a beautiful one inside and out. I loved her, and always will but I never expressed it to her. She was the brightest in our family, the person with the prettiest smile. I never saw her being rude with someone or yelling at someone, nor did I ever see her feeling distressed or sad. These were the words never used in her dictionary.  Instead she was the happiest person I ever met. We used to share almost everything with each other. Yes we did. Whenever we used to meet,the air accumulated with gossips. You were a person every sister, every brother and every parent craved for. You were simply flawless. Now that you are gone, days seem longer than they usually are and nights are hard to escape. Sometimes I feel like you are still here with us, spreading happiness all around as you always did. Muskan, you always had a special place in my heart and that place will always be reserved for you. I know you are happy wherever you are. I feel proud that I had a sister like. Thank you for everything you did for me. Love you. Forever.                                                             
 By Khushi Di (Riya Bhansali)

Di got 2nd prize in Debate Competition organized by The Institute of Charted Accountants of India !

Di got 3rd prize in Rajasthan state level UCMAS Abacus and Mental Arithmetic Competition - 2011

Di's Class 10th Result !

Di's Favourite..... Taylor Swift...! Made on 27th March 2016

Di's First Certificate...!

Di's first school - The Excelsior (Binaguri W.B.)..... First teacher - Mrs Nisha Lama..... Favourite teacher - Mrs Julie Chako..... She had a very good bonding with Julie Ma'am...... Mummy kehti hai ki jab bhi Julie Ma'am " Kasauti Jindagi Ki " serial nahi dekh pati thi toh next day di pura episode unhe school mein bata deti thi....!

Di made this Beautiful painting for a competition in the school

Muskan Di maintains her position as House Captain!

Di's First movie in theatre - Kaho Na Pyaar Hai ! She was 4 months old and she used to shake her body on the song EK PAL KA JEENA ! Tab kaun jaanta tha ki didi Hrithik Roshan ki itni badi fan hogi ! And last year she made Hrithik's sketch also ! TU HAI MERA YE SANSAAR SAARA gungunate hue Mohenjodaro ki realease ka intazaar kar rahi thi Di

Di's first sketch.. She made it when she was 9... She gifted it to her class teacher Mrs. Malvika Roy when she was leaving the school... (St. James School , Binnaguri , West Bengal)

Di's Best Buddies (Khushi di and Priya di) who used to share a lot many things related to art